Bad timing..

June 9th, 2007 by april-4cool

Hi.. this is the blog i write during my holiday.. first, want to take this opportunity to say congrat to my lovely fren-Ms wong, she just manage to online now, but still a IT idiot,haha!! she now very terhappy can online o, i think she aldy addicted liao lah.. everyday only till late night, mummy scold only go sleep, haih.. normal lah, we go through that b4 ar??

Next.. recently, i feel like i change to the other person, i only realise it when ppl say.. maybe for them, yipiiya are always very happy, always will smile in front of ppl.. but.. now, i feel like dun wan to smile too much, like pretend only in front of ppl, getting far from my gang.. no more topic to chat.. prefer to be quiet in group.. i also dun know wat’s going on wit me.Maybe we just need time to fix ourselves to the changes gua..haih.. headache o..this is wat ppl call life circle??

after this major exam really wan to go happy and take a vacation wit fren.. then wan to go make myself more confident, more attractive.. ( like crazy ppl talking o??) then i wan date wit someone, i dun wan to just like this go on my teen time, wan make something SPECIAL, no matter good/bad memory, if not ar, next time getting old, will totally forget this period…

ppl always say, girl chase boy, the gap just like a sand, i think, if i go chase ppl, also can gua…haha!!! really crazy liao.. say those word.. need to go back my Tanjung Rambutan Hospital find my fren 1st.. if not getting worst, very scary de.. haha!! see next time ya..

my vacation!!

May 28th, 2007 by april-4cool

yoh!!! holiday lor.. wat u plan for it?? i really dun know wan to do wat.. maybe start do revision, prepare for my major exam… or plan go out sing k, watch mivie with my ‘zhu peng go you’.. hehe..

For ur information, i just came back from my vacation- Pulau Redang!

Oh man, i told u, dun ever go there without any information/preparation or else the result will same as me, a Egypt Girl! I go with my aunt, uncle and another younger uncle, from 24th-27th May… go kuala terengganu by car then go Pulau Redang by ferry… the long longgggg journeyin car takes aroung 7++ hours really need a strong stamina o..when i arrive there, i realise can walk my myself was a very very happy thing!! then we have a night at there… the weird thing is, terengganu public holiday is not in sunday but un friday, around 8++, almost all the shop is closed, and we round andround to find a place to settle ours dinner, thank god, we found a street name ‘ chinese road’ Wah! now only i feel still got human de…

the next morning, we have breakfast then start prepare to go ‘ oversea’ to Redang. The way along the ferry around 11/2 hours and at last we arrive!!! and the first thing we have go through is we have to walk aroung 10 minutes under the ‘ shinning’ sun before we go into thebus which take us to the hotel…. OMG! malaysia really a ‘ bright’ country, the sun really can kill ppl oooo…..

once we arrive the hotel, we check in, put ours luggage, then.. then…  sure go touch water lah! we so excited and go ask in info departmant wat we can do in ths afternoon, and the man told us ‘ u can go marine park there feed fish, very very exciting!! and only RM 30/person’ , u know lah, we so excited even RM 100/person we also will pay de.. ( really idoit o?? i also feel that, but too late.. ) then we so happy take the gear provided, wear swim suit, go the marine park there by boat… and … u know, the problem is they didn’t provide any food for us to feen fish, u wan me give them eat my body?? without food, the fish all wont come close u… and under the hot sun, i just dive around 1/2 hour and i go back to the beach, i give up…. haih…. sad o… but i still can saw a lot of aquatic there, very nice just cant go close….

then the next day, go dive a again, but this time, i become smart liao, i bring bread go, but the problem is i just put sunblock in room then left it there, then go diving, the other member all take along sunblock and put it a lot, fro black skin until white skin, yor.. like free o.. but later i know they are the right part!! after this activity,i become chocolate girl lah!!!! ha….

then at night, after dinner, we take decision to ret a boat go the famous laguna ‘ mo mo cha’ island… the place very ‘high’ in night, a lot teenagers there, have a very nice night life…i just got 10 minutes to but all souveniers for my frens then back to my island again because my aunt dun like the place… haih… miss a nice night…

then next morning, pack thing, back to my house but before that, need to sit 7++ in car… i swear! if not by aeroplane, i wont go there anymore!!!

maturity!!

May 13th, 2007 by april-4cool

well… hi guys & gals!! long time no see.. how’s recently?? sure answer fine de lah…. ( ques & ans myself.. )

ok… hmmm.. this time i wan to say thax to all the members whose celebrate my birthday with me… thax 4 the present.. i like it…through this birthday, i met back all previous fren, they all change and be more mature..sudenly feel like, Wah! time really move and we really can’t feel it.. only we stay in the same post and cant realise ours changes..anywhere, happy to see ur again, thax for remember me as ur fren, maybe this will be a small part in my life but sure the sparkling part!!

next.. recently.. happen something around me, make me feel like love really make ppl sweet but if role it wrongly, will bring a heavy hurt for u..maybe  too many example around me, they all suffer, feel dun know wan to do wat, crying.. see their tears drop, i ask myself, ‘its this the ending for every fail relationship?? ‘ haih.. when in sweet time, all the promise, word really like the real but just a word.. sorry.. all those thing just an air or maybe a joke for u…

maybe because of those thing included the tension for coming exam.. make me feel down.. feel wan cry.. without reason.. those unhappy thing suddenly like a boom burst and come back to ur memory.. haha!! wat a bad mood is it…

ppl say: the limit line between frenship & love relationship is very blur..  i totally agree!! just one action, can bond or break all things.. i really admire ppl who brave enough to go through this limit.. because i dun have.. and i find someone also dun have the braveness like me.. haha!! same gang ar?? he keep everything, care this, think that before action but at last apa pun tak ada.. just got sadness…

i wan to take this opportunity to say sorry to someone.. who i really hurt him with all those word.. ppl should look back wat they done because u will realise u r not the best and always the right everytime… sorry ar!! i too angry till say out those word to you, made u feel sad and dissapointed, can’t be there wit u when u need someone.. maybe u already forgive me, but i can’t forgive myself… really sorry, my dear fren…

Congrat!!!

April 7th, 2007 by april-4cool

Congratulation!!! wah!! Jo, Pooh, honey, and Jac, ur too great liao, really ours hero & heroin in 38 gangs. Ours 38 gang members really so ‘ li hai’, everyone who take part success to the next stage, i so proud of ur lah.. Gambateh!!!

Next thing, my aunt just born a baby girl yesterday!! wah! ours family got a baby o.. so happy! long time din heard baby cry, can see the baby small small leg & hand, so funny!! Another niece for me, really hope can see the baby soon, dun know how she look like de leh?? maybe very cute & pretty like me leh.. ( dun denied it, this is the truth!! )

Another news : a sad news, i feel like getting far from my family, like cant communicate wit them. Maybe the problem on me gua, anything happen, i feel like dun wan to tell them, tell them also useless.. when i watch any tv series, the actress inside have same situation like me, i sure will cry and will feel very down… Anything happen, when my parents scold me or blame me, i will just keep quiet because for me if i explain they wont understand and believe de.. if someone grow up, will star think many things and meke ourselves suffer like me: a good example. recently, feel nothing can support me to be strong, feel wan to give up my life but.. haih.. dun know lah.. sorry..  dun know why start to cry liao while writing those thing.. i stop here, dun follow my step, left more time with ur family , maybe will change everything b4 become late…

i am BACK!!!1

April 5th, 2007 by april-4cool

Ladies & gentlemen!! Yippiya is here!! i so happy to stole some time to write my blog… 1st… i wan to talk about the function i done last saturday… the interact IU day… i help jojo to perform dance… wah!! so nice and happy, we perform very good…that morning, we make up ours face like a crazy ppl same like a clown.. the colour sososo.. ‘ mengerikan’ ppl, we take around 2 hours to make up, tie hair, the picture will be upload later… After the performance, i quickly wash away the make up.. i will put the video later, if u can tahan laugh and really wan to see ours ‘ genius’ dance skill, can have a look lah.. 2nd, i doing the bio project now, about the plant.. faster finish it then i can rest, i and my lau po ( pooh) do the project together, we stole flower everywhere like crazy couple.. haih.. sot sot de..3rd: my lau po wan to take part in the yu hua idol singing competition!! hooray!! she sure will win de.. because she is my dear mah.. ( my dear sure can win with my BIG BIG love ).. lau po! Gambateh!!!

bio project!!

January 31st, 2007 by april-4cool

oh! hi! long time didn’t write blog already, very busy with my homework!! my biology project, all the ugly insect!! at last, i finished it with my lovely Pooh ( my wife, hehe.. )! we get a full mark but still have to take good care on it coz my teacher still wan to check the preservation ( wrong spelling?? ) after 2 week, haih.. very ‘ ma fan ‘de… anywhere i still wan to thax to everyone who have help me to complete this job, thax ar!!

another topic, my Muet result out already, thax God, i get a high Band 4.. 206 mark.. ok lor.. dun wan to retake lor.. everthought retake also can’t get a band 5 de lah, why waste money, time, energy, brain and else… maybe the 2nd time result ever more worse that the previous one… my school a lot ppl retake, they so free and so high confident to take again… haih.. maybe i lazy only gua… anywhere i still wish everyone who take the test have a flying colour result… GOOD LUCK!!

Well!! that’s all for this time… write down ur comment lah if u have any disagree or addition u wan to add on it… i very welcome it… at last, wish everyone in this world healthy and happy in ur life, thnk you!!! ( haha!! like a speech o?? )

my interest camp!!!

December 23rd, 2006 by april-4cool

Hi!! long time no meet all the leng zhai, leng nui liao… so miss u all lah.. :(

I just came back from the melacca camp, wah!! so interesting lor the camp.. i will go again next year but unfortunately!! i get a BIG hurt from this camp, i very scare will get scar lah… no pretty liao lor…

i wan to write this blog the next day i camp back from the camp but i really very tired, then the next next day, i got some problem, as the result i delay until today.. very very sorry ar… hehe…

in the camp, really fun for me.. can play water, er.. actually is dirty water and rain.. Wah!! really syok lor!! then i can learn to show ‘ shou yu ‘, sing song… a lot lah.. the most important is got a lot leng zhai and leng nui..  now only i realize in this world really got a lot type of ppl…

Oh ya!! i forgat to tell ur how i get the ‘wonderful’ hurt… that day was the 1st day, the 1st game and the 1st show… we have to fight with other group and the game rules is we have to blow up the other group candle. The group really very cruel, they set their place near a plant which is full of stem, but we did not realize it..

when the game start, i so excited to go blow up their candle but once i step inside their group, suddenly a BIG Buffalo crush at me.. Walao eh!!! i just like a ball flying out and the lucky place is i get a big and deep hurt from the stem..Wah!! can u imagine how ‘high’  i am that time?? the pain really very kill ppl lor… then the game end, i saw my hand is in red colour.. mummy ar!!! that is my blood lor!! then the other show in that game, i cant play lah.. so ke lian ar…

well!! at the last day.. we have a game which we need to go through a very ‘ nice’ morass. Wah!! really syok lor.. u know lah.. i very short wat.. the morass very deep, i cant touch the floor, really scare lor.. but luckily got my member take care me..

i want to say to all my midnight angel member say ‘ you all really geng lor.. all also leng zhai, leng nui.. all are nice person, i sure will miss and remember you all, I LOVE YOU !!! you all have to love me also oh!!! MUAKS!!!

new hair cut!!

December 7th, 2006 by april-4cool

hehe.. I having a new hair cut yesterday leh.. actually ar.. hmm… 1st time i cut it ah.. i feel weird weird de but feel better gradually.. Aiyo, dunno lah!!! i just feel bored woth my previous hair look and wan to cut it short b4 go for the camp on 14th.. Oh ya!! forget to tell ur guy, i go for a camp on 14th-17th this month in melacca, dun miss me ar.. hehe.. where i stop ar?? ya!! my hair!! then ar, i go to the salon to cut lor, the stylist say ‘ i think u should cut it short for ur " liu hai", more suit for teenager’, at that time ar, i read the doraemon comic, wah!! so syok, man!! then i say ‘ ok lor…’ After 10 minute," oh my god"  who is it in the mirror, that’s me!! mummy ar… cry also no tear o… wu… after i go home, i stand in front of my mirror, can’t believe the truth…. well… the moral of this story is dun read doraemon comic when cut ur hair!!! Got It?? if u really interest wat hair i cut, view it in my photo album ( after i load it lah!! curious leh?? ) ok.. that’s all, sad kiss from yippiya… Muaks!!

Yo!! holiday wah!! bluek!!

December 2nd, 2006 by april-4cool

haha!! finish cleaning my house liao.. so hardworking ar yippiya! well done!! ops! i start praising myself liao, sorry ar.. Aiyo, now at home, really dun know wan to do wat ar?? watch tv, sleeping, eat, just like a pig, pig also die lah everyday do the same thing… another one month to start my form six studies, start to fight again. Oh god ar.. no more other thing to do meh in my life… i need some sparkling lah.. please.. WELL!! i finish my ‘rungutan’ liao.. thax for view my ‘rungutan’ ar.. u really a good fren lor.. give u a big kiss and hug, come come.. MUAKS!!  yippiya stop here ar!!

busy days coming!!!

November 24th, 2006 by april-4cool

Hihi!!! just finish taekwondo training today then straight away to tuition centre, die man… so so so tired o….

now my busy days are coming, prepared for the taekwondo gredding lah ( have to memorise all the stupid taekio ), tuition here and there.. i wonder it’s the life for a teenager like me…haih!! anywhere i have to get through it. Lucikly, i have a group of crazy but pretty/handsome members to accompany me, if not a.. i maybe in ‘Hospital Bahagia’ now, haha…

My camping days are around the corner now, i cant wait for it lah.. hope there got a lot of handsome guy lah..( dun say i sam pat ah…everyone like handsome wat ) now, everyday alone in the house, nothing to do.. so pity.. maybe this will be the borest  ( got this english word ah??? ) holiday in my life gua…