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hi… long time didnt update my blog liao.. today feel  very bad mood.. wan find someone to talk.. choose to write blog because its give me the feeling talk to everyone in my contact in the same time, idiot thinking,rit?? haha.. i also feel i idiot..

well.. let’s me tell u a story.. after read this, u maybe will take it as sad/childish story lah.. dun think too much.. take a breath, relax.. enjoy the feeling, try to understand wat the story going on..

long long time ago..

A 16th teen girl came from a poor family, as the 3rd in 9 sibling, she need to go out to earn money.. therefore she go to city with the other 2 older sister.. they came to a big city, no frens, no relatives can help them.. but they dun have choice, they need to work to get the money for they family.. times go on, the girl meet a man who can give her the feeling will having a perfect family wit him..she born a baby girl in 19th years old..

The baby girl is take care by her grandparent since she is 2 years old.. she live in a small village, play wit the village kids…having studies in a small kindergarden..she will just meet her mother when she is free and back to visit her.. in her childhood memory full of grandparent memory but unfortunately lack of her own parent memory..

As time goes on..

The previous baby girl grow to be a cute child and its time to give her back to her own mother.. she is in 6th years old.. Even she and her grandparent feel sad for the broke up but they still need to do it..the times go on again.. the girl grow become a teen.. a teen who will always think of her grandparent when she is free.. this situation continue till one day..

The teen is in 16th years old.. she got the worst news from her mother.. her grandmum get cancer.. when she got this, no sad.. no pain.. no tear.. she dun know how to face this thruth untill she visit her grandmum in hospital.. in ICU.. the pale face with oxygen pump, the body full of pipe, and the hand which had hold her hand to cross road when she still a child… she dun know wat to do.. wat to say… and the only thing she can say out is.. " Grandma, i am here…" and her tears start to drop from her eyes to her grandma hand…

This death disease follow them for 3++ years,her grandmum need  to take plenty of medic per day..her optical become worst.. she even cant see clearly and just guess someone through her/his voice.. she need to go in hospital every few month to take oxygen..the girl will give her grandmum a hug and a kiss everytime she visit her..and she realise her loving grandmum is getting thin, and weak day by day… she try to avoid this truth, she tell herself, " grandma will be with me, she will be here.." till a day.. the day she expect will come but not that fast..

That day she follow her family to visit her grandma, she saw a small, weak body sit on a chair, with a yellow face, swell legs… she hold her hand.. try to give her a smile even she know her grandma cant see it clearly, she try not to cry in front of her.. and the 1st thing her grandmum ask is " have u take ur dinner? how’s is ur homework? everything ok?".. she still worry of her even she is suffering of her pain.. and the girl cry without saying anything.. she feel useless, cant do anything for her grandmum, cant help her.. even her grandma last wish also she cant achieve…

well.. you wan to know wat’s the last wish the girl grandmother as for?? get it fron here..

Grandmum: i have promise u to see u  grow, graduate and having ur partner.. but now.. i scare i cant get it… i really hope to see it…

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