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HiHi!! I just passed my 21st birthday few days ago… very special day for me.. this birthday not only my fren celebrate for me but also my dear…joo… hehe… thax for arrange a happy and memorable birthday for me o… Oh! and the present i very like it, every word that i say b4 u will remember and try to achieve it, thax my dear… and my lovely fren: zhi fui, jie, pei fen, wei chong, ying xue, hon kiat and rainney… thax for giving me such good memory o!!! love u all!! MUAKS!! but…. my dearest fren, i will always remember that how u all ‘plan’ the game for me ya.. i cant wait for u all birthday d… haha!!!

By the way, i going to finish my 1st sem o… i wan back to my lovely house, hang out wit my fren, sing k, shopping, watch movie and of course spend time wit my family…. but unfortunately i cant meet my joo this period o… he busying around wit uni stuff, anywhere i will very miss him de… dear.. must take good care of urself o… love…
For my fren in kl, remember phone me out o, we must gather once, we too long time didnt hang out d… so must call me o, i will try my best to join de… miss u all!!! ByeBye!!!

Halooo….. Last week i back to my hometown… god… at last i back to house… Due to i seldom go back home and always complaint about my life, my beloved aunt decide to cook a big feast for me… Wao!!! U cant imagine i wait for the moment till wan crazy!!! There r a lot food, all my favorite…. I use up all my calorine quota on that dinner, i swear i will put all those food into my stomach even though my stomach will burst!! At last, i’m full till i wan to vomit…. On the other hand, i feel happy can gather wit my family member who i miss a lot… The baby nicole grow bigger a lot and become prettier….Hope she will grow healthy when i meet her again next time… and.. i wan to thax to my aunt who so great to prepare this dinner to me, THAX!!!! LoVE!! MUaks!!!

I spend 3 days at hometown and back to campus again on monday afternoon, back to the assignment and mid term life….. God Bless ME…..

But I so happy that i got the opportunity to join the choir on my campus convo, sure great and i wan to feel the happiness of the gratuate and i’m proud to be a part of audience to this memorable day!!! But b4 that, i need to attend night training class for choir, god!! can u imagine, i go out on 9am, back on 10/11pm?? i feel that i’m so smelly and full of bacteria…. luckily just for one week only… :P

Heloo….. ERm.. Actually i dont know what i want to write just do revision till late night and feel want a moment break so just write a blog to relax my mind… Many assignment waiting to ‘hug’ me now… all the lecturer give assignment in one time and just left it to us to do it… GOD! I feel i’m so genius can handle plenty of assignment in a time.. Next week is midterm week, now only i realise already the 7th week i start my university life…

Maybe of those tension, i so miss my home now.. miss my bed… my family members… miss everything… hope can skip this week and back to my hometown… Recently, i really very mad of ’someone’, cant manage to do the work but voluteer to do so, when i need the result, he say ’sorry, i got problem on blablabla….. PLEASE lah!!! If u cant, just admit it, dun SINGKALIMGAM say u can!!! measure ur ability b4 do any stupid decision…waste my time and energy only!! Well… dun mention back all the past story, always angry will make we look ugly, he didnt worth it at all!!

I will finished my assignment, sit my midterm then BACK TO HOMETOWN!!!! HOORAY!!! Wish all of u HAPpy HoLiDay Ya!!! MuAks!!!

FiNaLLy back to my hostel…. 1st day back already cant sleep…wake up around 5 times per night!! OMG! I what also can skip but lack of sleep i will feel and look like vampire… and today i really feel like sick, to9 still got class till 11pm.. GOD! BLESS MEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Luckily tomorow is public holiday, give me a space to breath… another 11 weeks for this sem.. haih…. everyday hostel, bus, falculty, library, restaurant, hostel….. really make ppl mad… I so miss the Md ice-cream o…McFlurry… God…

Well! Still have to go through this period! I can de! Everyone also like that go through… Now rain heavily, the sky covered by the dark cloud, closing the bright sun…Recently, my best fren just break a relationship and still the recover process, Haih.. saw her so sad and always think of her ‘x’ make me feel like love really can control a person life and feeling… ppl always say dont care what is the result, as long u got the process, u should feel glad, but how many ppl nowaday can do so?? All this beautiful sentences just create to comfort ppl who just lost their heart.. Maybe got ppl not agree with me, but after see and listen all those ‘ experience’, i start to lack of confidence on those ’love love’ thing, and i believe only the love given by family will everlasting, agree???

Heloooo…… Long time didnt hear from me? actually in this period, i also didnt know what i am busy of…..

Well! let’s me explain wat am i doing now, i already success get into local university. I get into Universiti Pendidikan Sultan Idris ( UPSI ) in perak, degree and major in music education within 4 years…Here have fresh air and nice view, surround by forest, is a strategic place for study. All the senior very friendly and very nice, helpful…. the only thing i cant use to it is only two chinese girls in my course, pity…. Fortunately, my housemate very nice and talkative, one of them is the monitor of chinese course, this make me feel happy stay at here….
I very miss my house, my family, my bed, my pillow, my piano, everything!!!! Now feel not very good, maybe too miss my home, really hope can fly back.. haih…. Feel like unstable and strange….

Well.. that’s all, next time meet……

Hi!! To all My lovely kawan!! Today i use this title for two reason. one just to attract ppl come read my blog only ( ppl always attract to this word, hehe..), next is recently i get know got a few of my lovely fren fall in love liao!! Hoyaaa!!! Congratz ya!!

Well… I actually want to write blog long time ago.. but just lazy, so delay till today lor..i come back from my vacation-Italy liao, that’s is a beautiful country, rich country, full of history country..

Let’s me start my story here, I need to change aeroplane to reach italy.. 1st is from kl to bangkok then 2nd is from bangkok to Rome… the 1st trip just take around one hour bt the 2nd one take for 7 hours!! God!! can u imagine that? stay in the small place for so many hours?? fly go there still very happy de because very happy wat then back o… haih…i depart from kl around 8 something then arrive bangkok is just 9.30 lor.. then we need to wait for 3 hours to take another fly… bored o..

i arrive Rome aldy morning liao, around 7 morning ( Italy time lah ) ( 7 hours behind kl ). then we take ours luggage lor.. act  is chase for ours luggage coz dun know where it go liao.. haha.. then we need to go to the airport toilet to brush teeth or wat lah.. many ladies like bathing there o. aiyo.. no eye see..

then we start ours trip to the 1st place.. St Peter Basilica church.. Italy has a lot of rules.. the heavy transport like lorry cannot go through their country coz they scare will pollute thier high and full of history building,so a lot of time we need to walk a long distance to arrive ours destination.. Back to the point, the St Peter Basilica is the biggest church in Italy ( i forgot is in world or not o) , and honestly is very very big and huge!! God!! to respect the place, we need to wear earphone to hear ours local tour guide explaination.. but actually useless coz i not really know at she say.. ( the english there just like the tamil in ours country ) make my ear suffer only.. but the chuch really very nice, all the wall, the edge full of picture.. and the all of the picture not painting, is a mable!! oh! they use around 7000 colours of mable to make a painting!! genius!! next, we go to the colosseum, place where the former king relax by watching the prisoner fight with the wild animal like lion or tiger, which prisoner can win for 7 times will be free out.. 7?? ya!! 7!! i think if u win for one time aldy thank god!! nothing special here, just the building is make of stone and i think not really so strong ( Italy goverment ready to take out billion euro to rebuild colosseum ).

Next is Trevi Fountain, if u got watch the drama of ‘ chung xiong wen xiu’, u will know, the place where the heroin met the hero and make wish de.. but if u arrive there, u cant feel the romantic because full of ppl there!! scare o.. and i am short, they r tall, i really cant see wat happen in front of me!! haiyo.. wat’s going on ar??

the tour guide say to make us more energy, he bring us to the Spanish Steps , a place to shopping.. i so happy hear so but i wrong again, if u r very rich, u can happy, if not, u just got two words there-ANGRY and TIRED!!! all is Prada, Gucci, LV, Ferragamo and so on.. u think i can afford that? ha? all is shit!! cry… sad.. i just go there see only.. ya just see only.. not even touch because too expensive for me if i broke it..

Finally, ours dinner, the 1st Pure Italy meal.. Oh ya! italy dun have any sauce de.. no even one.. tey like original, dry food!! and my dinner is spaggeti, bread, red wine, fish.. FISH!! Damm!! the fish is cold, smell strong, dry!! I just got one thing in my mind-I love Malaysia!!

Yeah! At last, we go to ours hotel liao.. hmm.. good! excellent! perfect! the most sactisfice thing for the whole day!! the hotel just a small building out of the city, the enviroment is full of plant, grass and cold o… Nice!! then i enter the room coz i and my two aunt there, i say one alone, they scare ghost, then i take one room, they two share lor.. once i enter room, the 1st thing is HAhAhAhAhAhAhAhA!!! then i wait for 5 seconds, ding dong!! there my aunt here, they wan change room because they realise that the toilet wall is all glass, LUTSINAR!!! SEE THROUGH!! Good!! Italy really romantic place… i agree that.. We 3 fighting there, who will sleep alone and the conclusion is my big aunt win, and when my 4th aunt bath, 1st aunt come, when the 1st aunt bath, 4th come.. haih.. pity.. OH! me o.. i just bath when they both in the others room lor.. hehe.. but the room is very beautiful… and i having my sweet dream..

long? i also very tired liao.. this is just the 1st day, the others day i will write it in others pages..

To be continue….. Muaks!!!!

helooooooo…….. its me! longgggggg timeeeeee didnt write blog lor… haih…. well, let’s talk about my recent life.

first, i now work in a company name Cavenzi Design as clerk, from 9 to 6pm, very dicipline job, then now i start to drop myself in this CRUEL society, i just can say one word- DAMM!!!!!!

Next, i having my chinese 21th birthday on last 19th birthday, a big party for me lah.. ( i didnt make party since 7th years old). i have invite my lovely fren, who i think make an important role in my 21th years life… but unfortunately, some ppl give me a big aeroplane, make me feel dissapointed,not sad but very very very dissapointed.. maybe for them, this is just a birthday party, but for me, it’s a party where i hope can meet with everyone i think is important for me…. anywhere, i still very touch and take this opportunity to send my precious thank to whoever take their time to come, THANK YOU!!!! and  all present i like it very very much!!! THAX!!!!!

Third, i will travel to Italy on 27th April, an amazing vacation i think,for the preparation, i go out with my dear to Times Square, and we having a great/crazy shopping, we talk, we walk, we argue, we critic, i really happy today… thax dear POOH POOH….

I didnt have the excited feeling lah…even tmrw i will depart to Italy, dun know why.. maybe i feel very desparate wit myself now… feel like a ship in the middle of the ocean… unsafe..blur…haih… i also dun know wat’s going on…sot sot liao…

oh ya! i wan to say sorry to some fren which i start disconnect with u all, i am a very very lazy alien, so forgive me didnt call u for this long time but i can swear i still alive and still remember u all ya…

LAst, I just wan to say ‘ I LOVE EVERYONE ‘!!!!!!! MUAKS!!!! Thax for put the fantastic colour in my memory…. Thax…..   

Heloo!!! Haha!! today is my holiday.. hmm.. act is call ponteng lah.. because my school having wat merdeka celebration wor.. now already sept lah.. still celebration.. really tak ada otak.. anywhere good for me, let me having rest.. haha!! i just recover from sick o.. heavy fever, hot till like wan to become idiot, always laugh only.. luckily now recover..

My trial is on next week o.. why so fast de?? cannot be late de ar?? must getting ealier and earlier year by year?? make ppl nervous and suffer only.. haih.. still need to face it.. bless me luck lah.. i just hope can pass all subject.. i wont put too high hope on it like my spm/pmr… my previous confident all fly dun know where..stpm…. stpm… if u wan to find a way to make urself easier to commit suiside, welcome to form 6 ya!!! Sure can jump from building easily de… haha!!

Next! now mr jay got new movie o?? everyone jump into the curse.. everywhere also got the topic about wat secret lah.. wat music.. wat song.. MG!! i still havent watch lah.., dun make me suffer lah.. i very curious to watch it.. but need to finish my trial o.. still long way.. anyone interest to accompany me to watch ar?? haih.. no hope de lah.. everyone sure watch liao, just the slow motion animal like me only will still curious at here.. God ar!!

Well… i just hope my fren who buy dvd or vcd, can borrow me lah.. hehe.. k… stop here ya.. dun miss ar.. i no time to miss ppl now o… haha!!but if u read any stpm student become crazy sent to Tanjung Rambutan, take some time read it, maybe its me o…
HahaHehe!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

well.. today is 22 July 2007 at 10.21pm.. in my room, infront of my pc… typing my blog.. Just came back from my grandparents house in Subang.. My relatives all having a bored ‘meeting’ there, one of the hot stuff they chatting around is- "the qualification of ur partner"…..

OMG!! i dun know how they talk talk around till this topic… they say a person look is not important lah, their family background more important, a child from a good family sure more mature de.. somemore wat dun analyse someone in short time and dun think they not ggod in studies, not neccesary bad in others part de… LOL.. got one parents say wan to send her daughter to the famous private school wor… say easy to mix wit "high" qualification ppl wor.. Haih.. but we can understand de.. all parents also hope their children have a better life de… so no matter wat decision they make for u, the main point is - Good for u.. *( always remember this ya~)*

but in my point of view ya.. u know to choose ppl, ppl also will choose u de.. u wan to mix with ppl that ‘higher’ that u, ppl also wan lah… consider ourselves qualification 1st b4 wan to critic ppl lah.. u can see ppl lackness, ppl also can see ur lackness de.. and the most important is.. when u feel in love wit someone ya, u wont care how he/she look/ background/ de.. coz u already blind ( love is blind mah…) r u agree wit me??

Based on the talking, the qualification that parents hope from their children partner is: cannot be handsome/pretty ( too handsome/pretty very dangerous wor..), parents have to be in normal economic ( like this their children no need to have too big economic problem in future..), cant be too obey ( too obey dun have personal idea wor..),the most important is he/she love you…and else lah…. blah blah..

Haha!! very idiot punya blog o.. i dun know lah!! just play play blog wat i listen today lah.. i also feel very funny when heard they say those thing… Hehe..                                    

P.s:  *( above statement just write for fun ya.. too take it too serious lah.. hope you enjoy lah..but if you really got above qualification o, can you inform me ar? because i dun think really got ppl have above thing in the same time lor.. so perfect meh?? got also ppl rampas liao lah.. wait u meh??? 38…)*

hi… long time didnt update my blog liao.. today feel  very bad mood.. wan find someone to talk.. choose to write blog because its give me the feeling talk to everyone in my contact in the same time, idiot thinking,rit?? haha.. i also feel i idiot..

well.. let’s me tell u a story.. after read this, u maybe will take it as sad/childish story lah.. dun think too much.. take a breath, relax.. enjoy the feeling, try to understand wat the story going on..

long long time ago..

A 16th teen girl came from a poor family, as the 3rd in 9 sibling, she need to go out to earn money.. therefore she go to city with the other 2 older sister.. they came to a big city, no frens, no relatives can help them.. but they dun have choice, they need to work to get the money for they family.. times go on, the girl meet a man who can give her the feeling will having a perfect family wit him..she born a baby girl in 19th years old..

The baby girl is take care by her grandparent since she is 2 years old.. she live in a small village, play wit the village kids…having studies in a small kindergarden..she will just meet her mother when she is free and back to visit her.. in her childhood memory full of grandparent memory but unfortunately lack of her own parent memory..

As time goes on..

The previous baby girl grow to be a cute child and its time to give her back to her own mother.. she is in 6th years old.. Even she and her grandparent feel sad for the broke up but they still need to do it..the times go on again.. the girl grow become a teen.. a teen who will always think of her grandparent when she is free.. this situation continue till one day..

The teen is in 16th years old.. she got the worst news from her mother.. her grandmum get cancer.. when she got this, no sad.. no pain.. no tear.. she dun know how to face this thruth untill she visit her grandmum in hospital.. in ICU.. the pale face with oxygen pump, the body full of pipe, and the hand which had hold her hand to cross road when she still a child… she dun know wat to do.. wat to say… and the only thing she can say out is.. " Grandma, i am here…" and her tears start to drop from her eyes to her grandma hand…

This death disease follow them for 3++ years,her grandmum need  to take plenty of medic per day..her optical become worst.. she even cant see clearly and just guess someone through her/his voice.. she need to go in hospital every few month to take oxygen..the girl will give her grandmum a hug and a kiss everytime she visit her..and she realise her loving grandmum is getting thin, and weak day by day… she try to avoid this truth, she tell herself, " grandma will be with me, she will be here.." till a day.. the day she expect will come but not that fast..

That day she follow her family to visit her grandma, she saw a small, weak body sit on a chair, with a yellow face, swell legs… she hold her hand.. try to give her a smile even she know her grandma cant see it clearly, she try not to cry in front of her.. and the 1st thing her grandmum ask is " have u take ur dinner? how’s is ur homework? everything ok?".. she still worry of her even she is suffering of her pain.. and the girl cry without saying anything.. she feel useless, cant do anything for her grandmum, cant help her.. even her grandma last wish also she cant achieve…

well.. you wan to know wat’s the last wish the girl grandmother as for?? get it fron here..

Grandmum: i have promise u to see u  grow, graduate and having ur partner.. but now.. i scare i cant get it… i really hope to see it…